Why am I jealous of people more attractive than I am?

Well at your other school you were the only asian girlie, and you knew you were cute. So that made you a rarity, so you didn't feel competition since there wasn't really other girls like you. ALso college is a whole different atmosphere from high school, you have more of a chance of finding a long term boyfriend. The stakes are higher, anyway just love you and I'm sure it will pass.