Liking two guys at a time?

please help me. i really like these two guys at the same time. One is a guy i loved for 2+ years but he's 3 years youger than me. i really rlyrlyrly loved and maybe still love him. he goes for "better" girls. ex. slim, pretty, etc. but apparently everone and even I believed he (used to) like(s) me. (im average weight and attractive) (ppl say im pretty though) the thing is that he's kinda shy and probably wants me to make the first move. even though he's an extrovert and loud he can be really secretive. like because of ego and immaturity problems, he like doesnt tell ppl personal infp. etc. the other guy who i've kinda been eyeing (since guy #1 seems to be pulling apart from me) I danced with at the last dance. I felt sparks and he was rlyrlyrly nice :) like i think about him a lot now lol. they both are cute. the first guy i've actually known but have never admitted my love to. the second guy, i barely knew but sparks!!! yah i probably should choose the first guy but he never comes out and i barely see him. (our relationship is really complicated. i made him jealous by telling hiim i liked other guys which is why he barely talks to me. but he teases me a lot. like about the second guy lol.but i barely see him, een though i need to tell him i like him). but the second guy is uber nice and cute too. what do you guys think? HELP!! thx :)